May8e I don't want to fucking talk a8out how I got myself killed again!!!!!!!! May8e I was hoping you'd just 8e gr8ful you made it out alive! May8es means a8solutely fuck all, anyway. No amount of what ifs is going to change what happened. Or do you want me to get caught up in what ifs? What if I hadn't somehow conjured up my stupid lusus. What if I had left you 8ehind and then found out you died and had to think a8out how I could have gone 8ack and saved you? Do you really think that I woke up and decided, 'Oh, I don't think I'm dead enough yet from my own stupidity, I think I'll get myself eaten 8y my lusus. That seems like a gr8 way to go'? No8ody wants to die, idiot, least of all me! 8ut sometimes there are things that are more important that make them want to risk it, regardless of the consequences. I went 8ack to save you and I did, that's all. So try to stop raining on my accomplishment.
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May8e I was hoping you'd just 8e gr8ful you made it out alive!
May8es means a8solutely fuck all, anyway. No amount of what ifs is going to change what happened.
Or do you want me to get caught up in what ifs? What if I hadn't somehow conjured up my stupid lusus. What if I had left you 8ehind and then found out you died and had to think a8out how I could have gone 8ack and saved you?
Do you really think that I woke up and decided, 'Oh, I don't think I'm dead enough yet from my own stupidity, I think I'll get myself eaten 8y my lusus. That seems like a gr8 way to go'?
No8ody wants to die, idiot, least of all me! 8ut sometimes there are things that are more important that make them want to risk it, regardless of the consequences.
I went 8ack to save you and I did, that's all. So try to stop raining on my accomplishment.