Jeez, Vantas, did you have to leave me a novel to come 8ack to? And what's worse is it's not even a good novel. I don't even have to read it to know it's pro8a8ly some huge self-loathing pity party for yourself. I don't need you to apologize for me dying, just so it'll make you feel 8etter. It wasn't your stupid fault. Why do you have to think that everything is your fault and spend your dum8 existence 8laming yourself for it? Sometimes shit happens, and surprise!!!!!!!! It isn't your fault. It's some8ody else's. Like some8ody who made crappy apparitions appear that could kill people. Did you think it would 8e different if I hadn't run into you? If I had kept flying around carrying Nill that I wouldn't have gotten exhausted? That it might, I don't know, happened anyway when I would finally need to land? Do you think it would have 8een 8etter if you'd died instead???????? What a8out Nill? What a8out ALL of us? Is that wh8t yo8 w8nted? Just fucking stop, OK. It's not the first time I've made a gam8le that I lost. I knew the stakes from the start. Coming 8ack for you was my decision, not yours. So don't act like it was such a 8ig pro8lem for me 8ecause I wanted to save a friend.
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And what's worse is it's not even a good novel. I don't even have to read it to know it's pro8a8ly some huge self-loathing pity party for yourself.
I don't need you to apologize for me dying, just so it'll make you feel 8etter. It wasn't your stupid fault.
Why do you have to think that everything is your fault and spend your dum8 existence 8laming yourself for it?
Sometimes shit happens, and surprise!!!!!!!! It isn't your fault.
It's some8ody else's. Like some8ody who made crappy apparitions appear that could kill people.
Did you think it would 8e different if I hadn't run into you? If I had kept flying around carrying Nill that I wouldn't have gotten exhausted? That it might, I don't know, happened anyway when I would finally need to land?
Do you think it would have 8een 8etter if you'd died instead???????? What a8out Nill?
What a8out ALL of us? Is that wh8t yo8 w8nted?
Just fucking stop, OK. It's not the first time I've made a gam8le that I lost. I knew the stakes from the start.
Coming 8ack for you was my decision, not yours. So don't act like it was such a 8ig pro8lem for me 8ecause I wanted to save a friend.